You will not find yourself by looking downward, thinking that you came from a beast evolved from slime.
Your true history is found in knowing that God created Man.
Then Man, the First Adam, fell in the garden of Eden.
Jesus, the Last Adam, came and made a way of escape.
The way of escape is by looking up to Jesus.
Hebrews 12:2 Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.
Isaiah 60:1 Arise, shine; for thy light is come, and the glory of the Lord is risen upon thee.
2 For, behold, the darkness shall cover the earth, and gross darkness the people: but the Lord shall arise upon thee, and his glory shall be seen upon thee.
3 And the Gentiles shall come to thy light, and kings to the brightness of thy rising.
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